My sore septum

I've had nipple rings for a long time. I got them as a gift to Master when we first started playing around as Master and slave because he likes them. They've gone from normal rings to channels, and now Master keeps U shackles through them (rod through channel, U part connects to the ends. It's a little humiliating, feeling like they aren't decorative now but more for attaching stuff to, but he's happy with them so I am happy he lets me wear them for him.

Last night he took me back to the piercer and he pierced my septum. It hurt! And they didn't use a regular piercing, they used a dermal punch! That means he had them punch through the septum wall rather than just through the soft tissue at the end of the septum. Master says that when it's done the normal way it just looks like it's stuck on the nose, not actually there, and he also wants to use it as an anchor point. He discussed this in front of the piercer, which was embarrassing, because the guy could figure out I was a slave or something.

I left with a tunnel through the hole. I have a 12 gauge ring in it now, but it's amazingly sore. I can't even move my upper lip without feeling it.

On the way home I asked Master what he had in mind for it later. He said he'd like to put in a similar shackle like in my nipples, and maybe mount a permanent grommet through the hole. It scared me, but also sounded really hot.

Daily routine

I bet you are all wondering what I do all day? Well, to be honest, I still work. I like to work, Master likes me to work so far, though he has said there might come a day that he tells me I cannot work, but so far that hasn't happened. I just do office clerical stuff, so it isn't difficult.

First, let me tell you how I am required to do things, and some of the details.

-When I'm at home I don't wear clothes at all, unless Master has me dress in something.

-I always wear my collar, wrist and ankle cuffs at home. Sometimes Master connects them with chain, sometimes he leave me free.

-If you read my rules, you know that I'm always under speech and eye restriction, unless Master says otherwise. Usually he doesn't allow me to speak or look up until after dinner, but that changes depending on what's going on. I get sooo wet when I have to serve him in silence, and not lift my eyes off the floor.

-I sleep in bed with him, but usually with my collar chained to the head of the bed. It has taken me a little while to get used to that, since when I roll over I sometimes get caught, but I am better now. I also usually sleep with short chains between my wrists, and another between my ankles. I've sleep with chain from my ankle chain to the foot of the bed, which limits my movement even more, and a  few times on the floor by the bed, chained to a ring Master put there.

Master gets up early, though, and I have to get up before him. I have a pretty quiet alarm, so I don't usually wake him. I get up 30 minutes before he does to clean myself up a little, and to start his breakfast.

His alarm goes off at 7:30am, so I am on my knees on his side of the bed, eyes down, when he wakes. I go back in to eyes down/no speaking in the morning again. Sometimes he just gets up and heads in to the shower, always with a kiss on my head. That means I can go back to breakfast. Sometimes He has me give him a blow job, and sometimes he likes to use me sexually.

Just before he leaves, he unlocks my cuffs and has me kneel on the floor. I wait until I hear his car leave the garage before I get ready for work.

In the evening, I get home before Master, and I lock my own collar and cuffs on myself. Sometimes Master has left a message on the machine telling me what I should wear. If not, I stay naked. I make dinner for him. He usually gets home by 6:30pm. I greet him at the door (as per my rules), and then he usually changes, and we meet in the dining room. I serve him, and sometimes I am told to kneel by the table. He will then sometimes let me eat out of his hand (again.. HOT!), or sometimes he puts some food on a small plate on the floor. Sometimes he tells me to sit with him, and then I get my own plate. That's usually when he releases me from eye restriction, vice restriction and we talk about our days like normal people. It all depends. I'd say that out of 5 days during the week, two are pretty strict, two are normal, and one is somewhere in between.

Weekends are different things. Sometimes we stay at home all day. That's usually when he likes to try something new on me, like new bondage, or practicing his rope work, or maybe just something new he's made in leather or wood. He likes to torment me and make me squirm, even if I'm uncomfortable sometimes, but I like the attention.

We've gone to some parties as well. If they are fetish parties, I go on his leash. If not, he usually makes me wear something underneath my normal clothes to remind me. At first it was something as simple as nipple clamps. Then it was a jeweled butt plug. He once bound my breasts and I had to go out like that. Another time he used roped to make a sort of chastity belt for me, and held a vibrator in my pussy all evening. I was flushed and excited, and embarrassed the entire time!

My Rules

Following are my Rules of Conduct:

1. I will refer to you as “Master” at all times 

2. In private, I will always greet you on my knees, awaiting your permission to move, speak or rise. When allowed, I will greet you and then return to my knees until given a “release” command. 

3. I will obey the following position commands:

o     Kneel 

o     Present Down

o     Present

4. I will keep myself clean and groomed at all times, ready for examination or use. 

5. On the command “eyes down”, I will lower my eyes and not make eye contact with anyone. I am not permitted any other activity. I will cross my wrists in front of me and bow my head until given the release command “eyes up”.

6. When walking, unless instructed otherwise, I will walk 2 feet behind you, off to an appropriate side. 

 7. My posture is what defines me as a lady. I will not slouch and will maintain a demure, proper posture at all times.

8.  On the command “freeze”, I am to hold my current position. I will not move or speak, and my eyes will lower. I will not move even under punishment unless given the word “release”.

9. I am required to dress like a lady as much as possible, including skirts, dresses, stockings and garter belts. I will wear my corset underneath when appropriate.

10. I understand I am not allowed the use of furniture in your presence at any time. If I ask permission, and it is granted, I may then use only the specified piece. If I move, or stand, I must ask permission again.

11. I understand my tongue will be used to clean your cock after sex, or any other use you deem necessary.

12. It is an honor to serve you in any way possible. I will focus on being a good service submissive at all times.

My story

I was asked by my Master to keep a blog to have a way to share my experiences as a slavegirl.

First I have to say that I chose to be a submissive. I wasn't tricked or made to do anything I didn't want to do. I think I've always liked this sort of thing, being under control, being subservient. I'm not sure where I get it. I had a normal childhood, as far as I can remember. I just seem to be made this way!

I met my Master a few years ago, and we started dating, but I had no idea he was the way he is, and he had no idea about me. I remember once, after we had been together for a few months, that he held my hands above my head as he made love to me. I was so turned on when I struggled against him and he wouldn't let go that I came in a second! I really didn't know why, but I knew that it had something to do with that.

A little bit after that I asked him to tie me up. Just like one of his ties and my wrists behind my back. He also blindfolded me. I was so turned on it was crazy, and I could tell that he was too. We talked about it after and he admitted he loved that stuff. So we kept experimenting, and doing finding magazines that had scenes we wanted to try. We both discovered Betty Page, and then artists like Stanton and Willie, and loved the glamour as much as the bondage. I wanted to try heavier bondage so my new Master learned to make leather items, and soon he could strap me immobile to a board, or make cuffs and stuff for me. I loved it.

I started learning about what a submissive was, and what a 24/7 type of relationship was supposed to be like. It was both scary and exciting, to think I would give even more control to someone, and live for them only. But it also seemed... right. And so I suggested it to my Master. After a few weeks he offered me a Slave Contract, which made me his. I'll put it up here later, but it had rules, and behavior things, and a lot of language that made it so I was agreeing to totally obey him. It also said that the could use me sexually in any way, he could do things to me, like piercings and stuff, some of which I wasn't thrilled about. But I realized if I was going to give myself to him, I really had to give all of myself to him, so I agreed.

That was three weeks ago.

This blog is supposed to document my journey in to full submission. I hope you enjoy it as much as I think i will!

Welcome to my blog!

Hello! My name is Lucy, and if you don't know me, I've been blogging on another service for awhile, but just converted over to Blogger. I hope this makes it easier for everybody!