My story

I was asked by my Master to keep a blog to have a way to share my experiences as a slavegirl.

First I have to say that I chose to be a submissive. I wasn't tricked or made to do anything I didn't want to do. I think I've always liked this sort of thing, being under control, being subservient. I'm not sure where I get it. I had a normal childhood, as far as I can remember. I just seem to be made this way!

I met my Master a few years ago, and we started dating, but I had no idea he was the way he is, and he had no idea about me. I remember once, after we had been together for a few months, that he held my hands above my head as he made love to me. I was so turned on when I struggled against him and he wouldn't let go that I came in a second! I really didn't know why, but I knew that it had something to do with that.

A little bit after that I asked him to tie me up. Just like one of his ties and my wrists behind my back. He also blindfolded me. I was so turned on it was crazy, and I could tell that he was too. We talked about it after and he admitted he loved that stuff. So we kept experimenting, and doing finding magazines that had scenes we wanted to try. We both discovered Betty Page, and then artists like Stanton and Willie, and loved the glamour as much as the bondage. I wanted to try heavier bondage so my new Master learned to make leather items, and soon he could strap me immobile to a board, or make cuffs and stuff for me. I loved it.

I started learning about what a submissive was, and what a 24/7 type of relationship was supposed to be like. It was both scary and exciting, to think I would give even more control to someone, and live for them only. But it also seemed... right. And so I suggested it to my Master. After a few weeks he offered me a Slave Contract, which made me his. I'll put it up here later, but it had rules, and behavior things, and a lot of language that made it so I was agreeing to totally obey him. It also said that the could use me sexually in any way, he could do things to me, like piercings and stuff, some of which I wasn't thrilled about. But I realized if I was going to give myself to him, I really had to give all of myself to him, so I agreed.

That was three weeks ago.

This blog is supposed to document my journey in to full submission. I hope you enjoy it as much as I think i will!